I'm not suppose to rant and rave but i feel like doing that today. I want to talk about how i'm feeling about what's going on in my life. People say talking about things halves the burden. Tho i very much doubt it. But maybe "talking" about it helps. Blogging about it....hmmm, don't think so. Cos its like talking to yourself. So you might as well just TALK to yourself and not WRITE to yourself. Saves time. But there are some things that you can't talk about, or even write about. So what do you do? Tahan inside lo. And hope you're strong enuf to tahan until the day you die. It's not a skeleton in the closet thingy, more like a stain in your heart. Eeeewww, can't believe i just said that...stain in the heart...eewwww! Shud just delete this, but i have the no-deleting policy. Actually, ACtually (stress on the AC)...the only thing you can delete in life is what's on a computer (or tape, like in cassette)....other things, well, too bad la, what's done is done. And no amount of I'm sorry I didn't mean to is gonna change much. Talking from experience here. Every day you're reminded of past mistakes, yours or the people around you. And sometimes, you just wonder for a second, eih, maybe it didn't happen, cos some things, when you don't think about it, it's like it didn't happen and you can go on lalala.....