Today's a New day NOT

As i was saying...what was i saying. Something about moving on. See, i've not moved on, i'm still stuck on the same topic. People are the hardest to move on from. I realised this a long time ago. Funny that new people don't replace old people. Even when its suppose to. Maybe this "the grass is always greener on the other side...or so it seems" nonsense holds some truth. Things always seem better for the other person. Maybe that's why we yearn for things we can't get, not really can't get cos they're just there, but you don't wanna put effort into getting thinking it'll always be there. But we don't really yearn for it until you can't get it anymore. As much as it doesn't make sense, it makes sense. Oh shit, i've started editting my own work, something i said i wouldn't. Should use a typewriter, then cannot go back and change and make corrections. Wah, just had a revelation. Life is like a typewriter, you cannot go back and edit your work, you can only move on. And even if you can correct your mistakes on the stencils you type with the ugly pink liquid thingy, it still leaves a mark, it's never really erased. So not like a computer. And in memory of my typewriter, i shall use the typewriter font. Ramblings. Shud be doing something more productive with my time. Instead of ramblings.Shud be reading, studying, falsifying data haha...maybe i shud look for lunch. First post today ended with breakfast, second post with lunch. Not bad, i am consistent.

Today's a New Day...

So cliche. But i wrote that on purpose. To irritate myself. Today's not a new day. Well, technically it is, but then it never really is, cos yesterday follows u into today. NOt only yesterday, but every other day since you were born, they all follow u into today. So it can't be all new.

people say, the past is the past, let it go. Not so simple. Even when u think you've moved on, you never really have. At least for me it applies. You think you've moved on from certain people, but you've not.

Hmmm, hold that thought. Breakfast's here..

Looks Quite Good

Yes it does i must say. Like some professional work. Like i've got something important to say. Goodness, now i got pressure to say something important. I don't have. I'm not that deep. Tho sometimes i try to be, or pretend to be....but i think i'm not. But i'm not shallow either. Just simple i guess. Wishing life is simple all the time. Complex things irritates me. Cos they are things that cannot be solved, then you tension about it for what. There, that's about as deep as i can be. Ran out of thoughts ady. More fun watching my cat try to catch an ant. Really. Animals are so entertaining. And soothing. Like washing clothes. I feel i need to explain that. "Washing clothes relaxing?". No la, let's leave it as a mystery.

I can't wait to post this also. So terror, my blog got 3 posts ady. 3 posts and i reader. haha. But i wouldn't want ppl to read this either. Quite malu. Maybe strangers ok, but people who know me, damm malu for them to know my thoughts, so my (lackof) writing skills. English teachers cannot even write well. Who cares? Not my intention to please. Or teach English thru my blog. Just thought of something. Blogging is allowing me to practice my typing skills. At least la got some got point to it. Oo, suddenly i wanna blog about our education system. Enuf of people saying things that get on my nerves. "Education system sucks. Big time." REALLY? Another time, another post maybe, eyes tired ady. Wanna play Pacman too.

Blogging for Whatever Reason.

What do people write on blogs? I've seen people getting all emo, ranting and raving. After all, if you get all emo on a blog, doesn't make things any better. So then, why i blog? Saja la. I don't need a reson. I'm not writing to please anyone. I just wanna write. About whatever. No need proper sentence, no need proper English. No editing. Just type what's on the mind. Could be nothing, cos sometimes there's noting on the mind. Really. And i'm blogging, where did this word come about anyway?...and i'm blogging for myself, not to please anyone. Actually its a bit susah when u blog for people. You can't say what u want to say, after u hurt some people, or people taruh u..."nothing worth writing about might as well not write". I don't intend to make statements, or sound clever here...that's too much work, then must think think b4 i type anything, and seriuosly i don't want that much trouble. I wanna write what i wanna write when i wanna write. So there's no commitment here. Don't expect a regular entry. Or even photos (cos loading photos is too time consuming). Or even proper spelling. Let's post this. Oh, cannot, no title yet. Gosh! Die, why got error? Means everything i've type will be lost? Die! Oh, error disappered. Gila babi!

Just wasted time thinking of a title for this post. For waht? Who's gonna read it? Maybe i'm habouring secret dreams of making it big as a writer, like tiba-tiba i'm spotted, then published...then tada...can go holiday wherever i want.

Better post first. See how it looks like.

It's the First So It Should Be Good

Right? First blogs are suppose to make an impact. But i'm not aiming for that. Just trying to see if things work. It's not always that things work.